HomeWow, I had a bit of an epiphany today. I recently visited some friends from high school where we caught up and had a good time. One of my ex-boyfriend’s names came up and it was mentioned that he had enquired about me. I gave them my standard response, that in all the world, he was the one person I hated, it is what I have felt for a very long time.
Well, I’ve been thinking about this for a couple of days now and realized I don’t hate anymore, I don’t feel anything in regards to him anymore. It is like he was never a part of my life and has no meaning.
This may seem minor but it is actually quite important since I had carried that hate for a long time.
I feel great about this.
May 26th, 2005